Happiness she feels it she earns it. She knows she is loved but wouldn't let herself believe it. She turns it down believing she is not worth it. Sometimes she feels judged Like the whole world is laughing at her . They aren't. She tries to be strong. She isn't. She wishes she could love herself she couldn't. Must times she wishes she was someone else. Everyone thinks shes happy some picture perfect girl. But she isn't. She fights more battles than anyone else. Cause the opponents aren't enermies their her own mind. I wish she'd let herself see her worth. I wish she'd let herself belive in love. Its kinda hypocritical cause I am her. That sad sad girl
